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Friday, July 08, 2005

nationals are over for me! swam my 2nd and last event this afternoon, 100back. improved on my PB but didn't get into the finals. missed by 1 or 2 placings I think, exactly the same as what happened to me for 100free. 1:10.08 BAH. didn't manage to beat the 1:10 barrier. it's so sickening. but on the plus side, these timings are all my season's best. so no complaints! congrats kim again! she got into the finals for 100back. you're super heng lah! 8th position. hahah! [: good for you! you've reached your target, and so now everyone will be cheering for you on the finals day! you must do your best ok? B div must win champs again! cannot lose the 7 year champion spree. WHEEE!

left class at 10.30am today with jiantooot. hahah! ponner! anyway, went down to the pool, ate my beloved chicken rice at fork and spoon with tingting and hannah and went back to the gym to sleeep. slept for about an hour when zhang jiaolian woke me up to warm up. darn. just when I was enjoying it. hiyaaa. swam my event, got it done and over with and after which went back to school for the meeting with the school counsellor for the VOICES THAT CARE programme. -tiredd-

can't believe that I did math for about 3hrs straight without stopping (other than that time when germaine came into the room and crapped with me) in the PSB room. whoa. And I managed to do all my math worksheets! Not being ego here, but hey it's an achievement here ok! I'm starting to love indices. hehee. drastic change from what I said that day when justin teo started on this topic "SHIT! HOW TO DO?!" yahhhh. standard reaction from bernice heng. wahahahha! did ws4, finished up my assignment and figured out how to do the challenging questions. hahah! I'm so proud of myself. orh ok, the chio bu germaine helped me a bit ok? hhahha! (: don't think she'll see this though.

took 190 to church for dbs. ahhh. ther's the best lah. It was almost coming to 7.20pm already and she was just walking out of her house towards the bus stop when lesson was rightfully supposed to start at 7.30pm. zaided. was so shacked by the time dbs ended. whao ben, julian david still stayed back to jam on the instruments till about 10plus I suppose? it's all about PASSION. passion for music (:

and here I am sitting infront of my computer, checking my email, writing testimonials for people on friendster (how nice am I) and blogging. bernice is a wonderful multi-tasker. ohdearrr, i'm getting ego. hahahah!

here's a shoutout to all interested secTWOS!
PSL RECRUITMENT IS JUST ROUND THE CORNER. PLEASE CONSIDER WHETHER YOU WANT TO TAKE UP THIS RESPONSIBILITY OF BEING A PEER SUPPORT LEADER. I GURANTEE THAT THIS WILL BE AN EXPERIENCE OF A LIFETIME. think about it. application forms should be out soon after some approvals here and there.

jer and germz sent me this super depressing poem::

I sit in the park where I dwell,
For this boy I love so well.
He took my heart away from me,
Now he wants to set me free.
I see a girl on his lap,
He says things to her he never said to me.
I ran home to cry on my bed,
Not a word to mother was said.
Father came home late that night,
He looked at me from left to right.
He saw me hanging from a rope,
He took his knife to cut me down.
And on my dress a note was found:
Dig my grave,
Dig it deep.
Dig my grave,
From head to feet.
And on the top put a dove.
And remember this,
I died for love...

how sadd. sheeeesh. I'm not that dumb k. hahahah! anyway, goodnight everyone! TAKECARE!

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