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Monday, May 30, 2005

one word could describe what I felt during spsl interview yesterday. stress. Woke up really early and couldn't get back to sleep after that because I was thinking too much about it. Don't know why I have to stress out so badly over this, stress is bad for your health. Anyway, went to school at 9am saw felicia and dengying along the way. Said that they were having interviews at the same time as me. whao.
went there and met cheryl chen and candice, candice finished hers already was just waiting for me to go to j8 together. haha! sat in the waiting room just trying to amuse felicia, dengying and myself to relieve stress. somehow I really thought that it worked! kept laughing and laughing. then there was this point in time when i couldn't take it anymore and started fanning myself (nervous pangs) and there in the interview room, yishan and carmen were staring at me. how embarrassing. haha! cheryl came out bouncing away and away. (gosh. what kinda interview was that man? still can bounce) haha! went in all freaked out. let's see... from left to right of the long table: mrs wee, carmen, yishan, shauna, mr chu. yeppp. the questions were tough. no more "if you were stranded on an island all alone, what will you bring along?" and "Please entertain us" hahah! got those kind of questions for psl interview last year. seemed so recent.
at least it's all over now. hah! just have to sit and wait for the results. heard that they're coming out this week '_@ so fast. ahhhhhhhh! stress stress stress. sigh. I just realized that I can never stop stresing. hiya. NVM! I shall laugh to myself more often, that'll help! wheeeee! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 305! 30/5/2005

class party cum bbq was super fun! haha! baked cookies with wooney, candice and carmen over at my house in the afternoon first before heading off to oli's house! ate and ate non-stop. feel super duper bloated then. then we played this weird number game cos we couldn't finish eating loads of food. I kana twice lah! first time to eat the last brownie that was left and then the second time eat a sausage and get thrown into the pool. welldone bernice. got all squishy and wet. quite expected. everyone's out to sabo me. WAHHHHH! -.- too bad the security guard came along to say that we were making too much noise and weren't allowed to go into the pool with our clothes on. MS WU! you better thank the guard! he saved you from getting wet! haha! (:(:

okok. really tired now. better go to sleep. have to go for morning training tmr.

<3 goodnight!

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