Am I having mood swings or something close to that? Get so irritated so easily and I always get so worked up over things much easier these few days. What's wrong with me? gosh. I dao people and I don't even know it. Somehow I feel as if that crazy ber inside me has been drowned under... why?

Dad's gone back to Indonesia to work again. All the best dad! --hugs-- takecare!

hmmm. talked to that special someone just now.(don't think crooked man. hah) Have not talked since I don't know when. yay. great to hear that you are fine :)

well, ben asked me this question just now (it was posted on his blog). Is it love not to love the person you love? It's just something to ponder about. i feel that if that's the case it won't be love anymore right? Doesn't make sense not to love the person you love ain't it? But his reasoning was that to love someone is to think of her happiness. mm. good point. If her 'happiness' is not loving you, and you're just trying to make her happy, well....... I think it'll be better not to together. wao. confusing.

During pihlosophy today, we did lots of thinking. Mr Toh put us all in a situation where it wasn't a win, win situation. In this senario someone would have to die. Morbid and sadistic you may think of it, but well it kinda made me think quite a lot. Here's the senario:

A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in use while the other disused. Only one child played on teh disused track, the rest on the operational track. The train came, and you were just beside the track interchange. You could make the train change its course to the disused track and saved most of the kids. However, that would also mean the lone child playing by the disused track would be sacrificed. Or would you let the train go its way? 

whoos. total dilemma. hmm. I would most probably let the train go on. Well, too bad most of the children were on the used track right? Poor lone child, he did the right thing and yet he needed to be sacrificed for the rest? nono. hmm. At the end of everything, Mr Toh told us that one option was that we could just walk away and not take any responsibility for the incident. Whatever rights we practice, we must take up the responsibilty for each of them. yup. 

I feel cheem... scary. Enough of thinking for a night. I shall go and read up on "Bloody Sunday" Mrs Mak told us all about it. Sounds interesting. :) nitenite!

boing.